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"this kid needs a blow to the stomach."


it's October 02, 2011 and uh...


josh said he would tell him what an ass he was; he would not hold it back like i am. i'm just trying to keep the peace (i say that like there is any...) so that things don't actually turn ugly. but if i could... if i could tell him what he derserves to hear, i don't even know what would happen.

he's a lonely, miserable asshole. it seems he doesn't have an ounce of compassion in his heart. he's going nowhere in life because he doens't have the drive in him to work hard like a real adult. he would rather make poor decisions, live off of no plan, and deny needing any kind of support system to become successful. i don't know how you expect to make it in this world thinking that you don't need external help. he's so quick to call some guy or some girl out of their name if their actions/beliefs are contrary to his. and to say that higher level education isn't necessary? not unaffordable, but unecessary? what a ridiculous thing to say. i would be scared shitless to enter the real world without a skill set, but you, you're content with making it off of your high school education. sure, you're a good writer, but you didn't pursue a college level education to teach you how to navigate a career. you can comunicate well on paper all you want; at some point you'll need to know how to do that with other professionals, face to face. college could have improved your writing, it could have helepd you land an internship that in turn could have led to a thriving career. but no, what do you do? say fuck more education. work only a few months our of the year. live off mom and dad. leave former part-time employment in such a way that you lose them as a good reference. you have nothing to show for the last 23 years of your life. you drive across the country to a standard of living for which you lack the funds to maintain, leave your friends (who ever these people are..), family, and hometown behind you, and expect to survive with next to no money in your pocket. you basically are counting on a big break to occur immediately, hoping someone pays you thousands upon thousands of dollars on one occasion for a talent you've never nurtured or improved upon. that's realistic right? no, moron. try earning your way in life.

but this is the guy who's giving out advice? you're a directionless loser, with a shitty attitude, and skewed view of how this world should work.

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